Saturday, July 16, 2005

Bad Moon Rising

I'm In a bad mood. It seems PMS strikes again.
Having mood swings is hell.
First, your happly like a leprechaun who found gold at the end of the rainbow then later you want to smash somebody's face in.
Did nothing special today. Played RO, ate, played RO, ate, played RO, ate, played RO, played RO, played RO.
Heck, I even brought my bad mood in-game.
Made some people irritated and annoyed. I was annoyed and irritated too.
Guess misery do loves company.
I cursed, I said some bawdy jokes, said some things to lighten up the atmosphere but then the people I know online took me seriously.
My friends never takes me seriously. Except when I spout information on general knowledge.
But I'm mostly not serious.
Seriously!
I jokingly said I'm a player (on relationship) and they said I have a face of one.
Dang.
If you aren't hideous, does everybody assumes that you like to play just because when you look at the mirror and the picture you see there doesn't make you cringe?
So it is a given that people who aren't good looking are faithful?
Discrimination. That's what it is. And we have a taste of it everyday.
I took mine in doses.
*When you still don't have a boyfriend at my age- you are a manhater, ice queen, or a hominophobia.
*When you listen to opera before the age of twenty-two - you are a special child or an autistic.
*When you like drawing nudes because you the like muscle tones- you like sex and you are just supressing it.
*When you drive your bestfriend at her house everyday for how many years after school- you two are in a relationship and you are the lesbian.
*When you like exotic pets, like snakes- you are a weirdo.
*If you hand fed your snake- you are unfeminine.
*When you dress whatever you feel like- you are a fashion victim.
*If you go out dressed up big t-shirts and play RO at some shop- you are, again, a lesbian. And not just not powersuit lesbian type but the truck-driver lesbian type.
*If you dress up nicely- you are a whore.
*If you wear lots of black and lots of metal and chains hanging around you- you are a Satanist.
*When you have lots of peircing- you sniff powder through your nose.
*When you say you don't have a religion- you are an anti-christ and your soul is damned.
*When you get thin- you are a druggie.
*When you gain wieght- you are preganant.
Yeah pregnant by the Holy Ghost.
I exprienced all of the above... why?
Well, here's a news flash for you darling. I don't conform.